let me start my post with one sentence that i honestly doubt i'll be able to say it upfront to my sister ( or maybe i will someday, who knows?)

i love you sister.
I truly do.

regardless of the many reasons how we got so close ( cause actually i couldn't remember the exact reason why. things just happens sometimes. right?)all i can say is, we'll definitely grow to be closer and nothing less than what follows.

i can't stand people bullying her. only i can
yes and even when it's me, i couldn't let myself REALLY abuse her physically.But i bet sometimes i unintentionally gave some mental abuse when i get really talkative and just. couldn't stop.

My job---> sister's delivery girl
and i think the most I've delivered is consolation. ( not trying to sound narcissistic ) because i thought this is probably the only thing i can deliver with full speed and the only thing i think i can actually do well in. I don't quite know if my choice of words really fills what she needs at certain times, but i"m praying it did. or I'd be such a failure

I'm the only child in my family.
and our family is quite isolated from our relatives.
that leaves me with a character of not being interdependent of anyone else other than my immediate family.
can't help it, it's just. in the genes
I may have many other friends you can say
but none have joined my family to the extent of how sis did. I want her to join, that's why whenever my mom offers to dine out together or at home, i'd sometimes say yes before i even asked her >< well simply because i have the confidence i can persuade her to come
(and frankly speaking I'm really sad that i still haven had the chance to meet hers, because you know...she's has a big family. I know there are reasons why our plan of going to her house always get halt, but i just get a little disappointed sometimes.)After all i call her sister.

I like it when she tells me everything, and i sometimes feel bad when i hold some of my things back. Even so, i can swear to god i told everything i would be able to tell. and really actually i can't think of anything that i didn't tell her o.O cause we see each other almost everyday and there's really nothing you can hide. ah maybe my family history, i'll find time to tell her where it tracks back to the war times.... if she's interested to listen.

I feel weird when she calls me jaime ( ew i feel weird typing my own name too), just like how she always say : " dont call me ginie, sounds so weird" So that explains, we're really sisters, if you deny us for this, you're gonna get murdered by a lot of people. i mean it. beware.

Sister always use her own method to console you, when actually the technical name for her method of consoling is "lame jokes". which works for me actually. Cause i really cant tell jokes, but i enjoy listening to them and forget about whatever that has been pestering my mind.
Most of the time, sis's existence itself is already a source of comfort. My mood just automatically brightens up when i see her, even if just 1 min ago i was pissed off with some random person who stepped on my feet on the train .

my life is really, mundane even when im in Canada (or should i say especially when i am there) I adapt when i move into a new environment. I have my roommates there and i appreciate their existence to the fullest. But i've always wished sis is there too. we would have endless nights blabbering about just anything in the universe. and only when im out there. im free to move around.
Only one thing i dislike about coming back to Singapore is that im mostly grounded at home. having to explain or report to my parents where i went, what time i'll be back and can't just hop on a taxi and go to where ever i want to go at any time of the day.<< it annoys me sometimes, but i understand i should stay at home more since i don't come home often.
(There are times i'm really envious of our other friends who stays near each other and can run to each others' rescue when things happen, i wish sister and I can do the same too)

I think she's one of the kindest person i've ever met.
always thinking for others. it makes me feel like im a cold-blooded person. (really and i still kind of think i am...><) but if us being close means that we fill up each others empty cups, im glad to be the iron heart, while sis does the opposite. however, many a times our roles rotates.

Because i think i can give, I'm willing to. Sometimes, im really self fish. But probably the only person i'm most generous with ,is again my sis. There may still be somethings we wouldn't be able to share, but i guess for both of us, we've already shared whatever we can.

people have been asking.
how you 2 become so close? the ans i always give is :
because we're sisters.
sounds really...shallow but we both know what that means.
why do you talk to her everyday?! because we're sisters
why is it that her problem you have to be concern? because we're sisters
why are you meeting her when you just met her ytd and the day before ?because we're sisters

We share, laugh, play, talk, gone to obstacles, betrayal, high and low together.
This is why.
After all where can you find such an awesome person out there? even if there is, i only want my own sister(:

once again.
beware, whoever dares to bully her.
Im not as nice as you think.