it's idol birthday time again!
changmin
the age-wise-youngest-but-oh-so-mature member from dbsk

he seldom show much of himself infront of the camera compared to his other members
so i thought it was really difficult to conclude what i think about him
Ps. well not as if what i think about him is of any importance but

i would say....he's a wise guy
someone who will not do things that will let himself ending up in trouble
someone who will evaluate the pros and cons before putting a decision
rational most of the time i guess

sometimes i thought he's maturity is no doubt a result of him entering that industry really early
missing all the fun times at school with his friends
and thus having that...childish-yet-mature-at-times character lol
I actually really hope he will find back that missed time


but i guess that's impossible
the one thing that one can never retrieve back is time
so
it's left with how one can over-look the past unhappiness
and find happy reason to continue living
what happened in the past is the past
only letting go something will give you the same space to hold something new again

omg srsly what am i talking about = =
sorry my brain is currently not functioning normally
due to excessive intake of formulas from the textbook

on a side note
frankly speaking i really like his uneven eyes when he smiles
it seems most genuine lol
if only he will face all difficulties with a smile
maybe that will make his life much much easier

okay enough with philo.

let's jump to some light issues
hmms...
THIS GUY LOVES EATING
im pretty sure he can swallow all kinds of food
as long as they fit the category "food"
hmms..
THIS GUY CAN'T AEGYO
omg it's as though he's committing suicide lol
and looking at him aegyo-ing......is weird too LOL
totally can see how he was forced to do so
back to my stand i think he look best when he has that uneven-eye smile lol

and i hope his enjoying his birthday now
with his love one(s) lmao
take a break from all your work and have fun
it's birthday after-all(:



a picture of him that i really like
haha this is what i call a photo with emotions (: